Saturday, November 17, 2007
i want to become an orang laut and live in a small beautiful island and just fish and fish..the sea will looks blue even as it gets dark..the sand will be as white as u could ever imagine and it will be so soft that u dunt even realise its sand..i want to swim into the deep sea and catch crabs..clams and other sea creatures..i will have a small boat made of simple wood that is strong enough to travel through the currents..i want to live in a kelong near the sea and take my morning baths near the river..i want to see the sunrise and the sunset every single day and breathe the nice cool air of the sea breeze..i just want to live for myself..finding food and comfort for myself..there is nothing to worry about except the fact that u have to live for urself..i want to sit by my balcony in my kelong and just strum the strings of the guitar to a lovely tune..i want to swing sideways in my hammock tied against two huge coconut trees and fell aslp as i sway side to side with the soft sea breeze calming me..just relaxing..all by myself..
oh oh! fadhil will become the farmer and he will just rear chickens and plant crops in a small pot of land nt far frm the beach..he will have small goats and other domestic animals..every morning he can take his time to pluck the fruits and crops that are meant for todays and tomorrows meals..he can eat chickens in alternate daes and maybe other poultry and just live day by day wit that..he will live in a small but cozy hut wit yes, a hammock tied up between two strong coconut trees..he will have nothing to worry about except the fact that he have to live for himself..he can go hunting in the woods just for fun and mabe will have a feast on wadeva he could hunt..oh! and the orang laut and the farmer can work together..we can make our meals together..i can eat his chickens and rice and he can have my fish and crabs and other seafoods..we can sit by the fire and play our guitars all nite long..
we don't have to worry about money..our education..our future..whether we succeed or fail in life..it doesnt matter.. as all u worry is living life by urself :)


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